Rosaleen journal

new Journal entry: Why is Lily spending so much time with August?! It seems every time I turn around there they are. She say's it's because they both work in the bee house but I don't think that has to do with anything. Yesterday I didn't see them at all until late at night when they both came walking in laughing like old friends. It seems I am being left out to dry with only May for company.

During Saturday May and I decided to go for a small walk. She showed me her wailing wall and I was surprised to see so many notes in it. There just is something entirely wrong with that one. After lingering over the wall we walked back and sat down in the kitchen just staring at the black Mary.

Throughout the weekend my head throbbed horribly and of course Lily wouldn't stop bugging me about it. I swear that Child has gone into denial she clings onto her mother's memory so deeply. Today I saw her gripping onto the black Mary statue crying and I swear I could hear her going on about how she has to save her mother. I worry about that child dearly and I hope she doesn't get hurt by the truth.

Order of Operations

1. sqrt(8+8) + sqrt(8+8)=8
2. 2^2 + 2 - 2 + 2^2=4
3. 6!-32x10/40+2^2=14

My Fictional Hero- Peter Wiggin

My fictional hero to me is Peter Wiggin brother of war hero Ender Wiggin. (I couldn't find a picture of him at all) Peter at first was a violent and cruel person because of his jealously for his brother. After time though he rose above his turbulent emotions and shaped the world. For him the pen was mightier than the sword because he posed as a adult essayer when he was nearly 15.

When he became Locke (his false identity) he ended up stabilizing the issues in Europe after the destruction of the formics (a thought of evil race that humanity destroyed). At that time Russia was becoming ambitious and wanted to take over the world because the Warsaw pact was now gone, the UN was long gone, The Earth Hegemony was diminishing in power, and the IF (International Fleet) had no jurisdiction on Earth unless nuclear weapons were being used. Peter jumped in and stopped Russia cold in it's tracks. Soon after that Peter became the Hegemony of Earth at the age of 16 (or so).

At that time the Hegemony was only a joke, but after much hard work he was able to make the Hegemony a serious power in the world all through his essay's and speeches. Eventually Peter starts the FPE (Free People of Earth) and again through his speeches and patience almost all the world peacefully joins the FPE. I say almost because the United States of America refused to join the FPE no matter what. Peter did this all with only 100 (or so) soldiers at his disposal again proving the pen is mightier than the sword!

By old age Peter was nothing like what he was as a kid. He had married and had multiple intelligent children. He eventually contacted Ender who was still a teenager due to years of space flight. Peter asked Ender to write a book about him explaining his life. Ender agreed because his brother had become such a different and good person. This is why Peter Wiggin is my hero due to his immense changes in his personality, the way he shaped the world with his words for the better, and truly brought humanity together peacefully for the first time in history.

what is Math? What is Physics?

Math to me is pretty much the code of the universe. Almost everything can be explained using math, but I also think that math is to open-ended. By my experiences with math there are far to many ways to do one equation... it tends to get confusing. Math is something you can't escape in life no matter how hard you try! I guess Tom Lehrer's old song "That's Mathematics!" is very very true.
Physics to me is sort of like the king of science. With astronomy it seems these days right on it's tail.
Physics has a tendency to act like math at times in the sense that in the science relm it can explain almost all types of science... In a way it's like the code of science like how math is the code of the universe. Physics is also all around us... for example it explains why we stick the to earth and why our cars move the way they do. In my opinion I like physics a lot better than math!

30 things you don't know about the! (me)

1. I absolutely love all things science fiction!
2. I am currently trying to write a book
3. I want to move to San Francisco when I get older
4. I'm a massive pessimist
5. I actually study war
6. I'm in the process of rereading the entire hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy series
7. I am a Agnostic
8. I have a tendency to speak old English
9. I want to learn German
10. I love history
11. I love politics and debating
12. My father was a MAJOR hippy
13. I love rock, punk, classic rock, rock opera, metal, classical, and indie rock
14. I know more about science than I should
15. I study philosophy in my free time
16. I'm a theorist
17. I rarely watch TV
18. I have a speech disorder
19. I am attempting to learn guitar
20. I am a futurist
21. Nothing annoys me more than people preaching their beliefs to me and trying to turn me
22. I hate horror movies
23. I am attempting to learn to draw
24. I am a jack of all trades
25. My family is completely weird!
26. I am a great listener
27. I am extremely loyal to friends
28. I keep up on world issues
29. I love space and astronomy
30.I have a guitar signed by a punkrock group named Anti-Flag